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                             Êàçâàì ñå ÂÀËÅÍÒÈÍ ÇËÀÒÀÍΠîò ãð Ïëîâäèâ! Ïèøà ñòèõîâå è ïðîçà.


                                                   Ñòèõîòâîðåíèÿ îò ñòèõîñáèðêàòà ìè
                                                       "ËÞÁΠÂÚÏÐÅÊÈ ÂÑÈ×ÊÎ",
                                 êîÿòî èçäàäîõ ïðåç 1998 ã. ïîä ïñåâäîíèìà "ßÂÎÐ ßÂÎÐÈÍ"


                                                                                ÏÎÅÒÅÑÀ
                                                                                                  Íà äúùåðÿ ìè Åâåëèíà!

                                                       Ïîäâëàñòåí íà æèòåéñêèòå ñúäáè
                                                       ñúíÿò òè òëåå ñ ó÷àñò íåîòëîæíà.
                                                       Çàðåÿí ñòèõ â ñúëçà ùå ïîñêúðáè.
                                                       Íîùòà çà òåá å âëþáåíî òðåâîæíà.

                                                       Íà äðóãèòå íå ñå ñúðäè, íå áèâà.
                                                       Òå ìîãàò áåçïîãðåøíî äà òå íàðàíÿò.
                                                       À òè ñè îùå ïðîëåòíî ùàñòëèâà, 
                                                       ìàêàð ùàñòëèâèòå îò îáè÷ äà íå ñïÿò.

                                                                               Õ   Õ   Õ

                                                                    Áåøå è ñè îòèäå, 
                                                       à â ïðåãðúäêà çäðàâî òå äúðæàõ.
                                                       Îòïèâàõ ïîãëåäà òè ñâèäåí –
                                                       Îáè÷àì òå äà êàæà – íå óñïÿõ.

                                                        Îòèäå ñè è Ïëîâäèâ îïóñòÿ.
                                                        Ëóíàòà ïðåäèíôàðêíî  êðåòà ìúëêîì...
                                                        È âå÷å íÿìà, íÿìà èñòèíñêà ñëåäà!

                                                       Íå ìå îñúæäàé, Áîæå, ñ òàçè ÎÁÈ× äúëãî.


                                                                      ÍÀÉ–ÙÀÑÒËÈÂÀÒÀ  ÆÅÍÀ
                                                                                                         Íà äúùåðÿ ìè Ìîíèêà!

                                                            Ñòàåíè ñòðàñòè ñòðàñòíî íè òåðçàÿò.
                                                             Ãðåõîâíî ãàëÿò ãèáåëíàòà ïëúò.
                                                             Âúçâèøåíèÿ âîïúë âñå âåùàÿò.
                                                             Ïîðîáâàò ïîðèâè â ïîðîéíà ãðúä.

                                                             Íå ìó äîñàæäàé ñ âåùîìàíñêà îðèñ.
                                                             Íå ãî îïðèëè÷àâàé ñ íèêîé äðóã.
                                                             Íå èñêàé òîé äà áúäå òâîé çàòâîðíèê.
                                                             Ëþáèì å âñè÷êî,
                                                                                              àëà íå ñúïðóã.

                                                             Ñúïðóãúò å íåîáÿñíèìà ïðèò÷à.
                                                             Óçàêîíåí ìîäåë íà ëþáîâòà.
                                                             Íî àêî òîé íà Äðóãèÿ ïðèëè÷à –
                                                              æèâåå
                                                                              íàé-ùàñòëèâàòà æåíà.


                                                                                  ÅÕ, ÐÈÁÀÐÞ !

                                                             Çàêîòâåíî ñúðöåòî áåäíî â ëþêà
                                                             äîêðàé ïîä âëàñò íà âúçåë ÿê.
                                                            Ñ êàõúðåí ïîãëåä, íåäîñïàë ñå òþõêàø.
                                                            Íå ñè òè â÷åðàøåí ìîðÿê.

                                                            Ùîì ðèáàòà íà ïóê íå òè êúëâå
                                                            ïðåñúõâà òâîÿòà íàäåæäà.
                                                           Çà÷åâàò ìúæêè ñòðàõîâå.
                                                           Íåäåé âèíè äîáðàòà ìðåæà.

                                                           Ñ êúñìåò íåëåê ñè òè îáðå÷åí.
                                                           È ðèáèòå ñúñ ñúùàòà ñà ó÷àñò.
                                                           À âñúùíîñò, íèêîé íå å âå÷åí. 
                                                           Äàíî ïîíå âåäíúæ è òè äà ñëó÷èø:

                                                          Îáè÷àí âóÿòúð äà òå áðóëè.
                                                          Îáè÷àíà æåíà äà òå ïîðîáè.
                                                          Â ïîäîáåí óëîâ – èìà óëîâ!
                                                          Îñòàíàëîòî
                                                                                  ñàìî å òåãîáà.


                                                                                       ÁÅÇ ÒÅÁ

                                                             Áåç òåá óâÿõâà òÿëîòî áîëåçíåíî
                                                             è ìèìîëåòíî ïúðõàò ñåòèâàòà.
                                                             Äåíîíîùèÿòà – àë÷íà áåçäíà...
                                                             Íè ðàäîñò, íè êîïíåæè, íè îòïëàòà.

                                                             È òúé å áåäåí è âëåäåíåí ñòèõúò ìè.
                                                             Íå ñãðÿí è îò ñïîìåíè ïðåäèøíè.
                                                             Ïðèòâîðåí è ïðåòðúïíàë å ñìåõúò ìè.
                                                             È ñÿêàø áðú÷êèòå ñà òúé óìèøëåíè.

                                                            Îòíîâî òå ñúíóâàì è âúçäèøàì
                                                             êàòî ïðåä öâÿò ðàçïúðõàí â àïîãåÿ...
                                                            Ñ êàêâè ñðàâíåíèÿ äà òå îïèøà,
                                                            êàòî ÁÅÇ ÒÅÁ íå ìîãà äà æèâåÿ.

                                                                                     Õ   Õ   Õ

                                                               Ìèãúò íè âå÷íîñòòà êðåïè
                                                                      ïðåç ìëàäîñòòà
                                                                        è â ñòàðîñòòà.
                                                                          ÍÀÄÅÆÄΠ,
                                                                          íå óìèðàé –
                                                                         ïî ò ú ð ï è !
                                                                           ËÞÁÎÂ
                                                                           ÍÀÇÀÅÌ
                                                                      íÿìà ïî ñâåòà.

                                                                           ÑÏÎÄÅËßÍÅ
                                                                                                     Íà Åëè !
                                                             Óâÿõâàùà ëè å ñóåòíàòà ëþáîâ
                                                             â ïëåíèòåëíèÿï è íåäîñúíóâàí ïîðèâ?
                                                             Æèâîò ñ ïàäåíèÿ è âèñèíè è çîâ
                                                             ïî íàé-áëåíóâàíàòà Ìèíà, èëè Ëîðà...

                                                             Íå íè å âñå åäíî êîãà, çàùî è êàê
                                                             ùå êðåñíå íÿêîé ñè íåëåïî: Áàñòà! Ñâúðøè!
                                                             È âìåñòî ïðåäîïðåäåëåí âúëøåáåí çíàê –
                                                             ãîòîâ äà ðúñíå ïåïåë, âñè÷êî äà ïðåêúðøè!

                                                             Âúçäèøêà ìåæäó ÷åòèðè ñòåíè...
                                                             Ìàêàð ÷å âå÷å, àìà õè÷ íå íè ñå èñêà.
                                                             Íî êîé ëè áè ìîãúë äîêðàé äà ïðåöåíè
                                                             îòïëàòàòà â ðèìóâàíèÿ ùðèõ íà ðèñêà!

                                                             Íàêðàÿ íåùî ÷åñòíî èñêàì äà òè êàæà
                                                             íàïóê íà ìúäðèòå ìîðàëíè ïðàâèëà:
                                                             Íå ñè ìîìè÷åòî çà åâòèíî óõàæâàíå.
                                                             Íå ñè ìîìè÷åòî çà åâòèíè ñëîâà.

                                                                           ÂÄÚÕÍÎÂÅÍÈÅ

                                                              Ïðîðî÷åñòâî ìîå îáè÷íî. 
                                                              Ïðåä÷óâñòâèå. Ìîÿ ïîåçèÿ...
                                                              Ïðîòÿãàì ðúöå ðåòîðè÷íî – 
                                                              ÊÚÄÅ ÑÈ, ÊÚÄÅ ÑÈ, ÊÚÄÅ ÑÈ?!

                                                              Ìàõíåòå îò ïðîçîðöèòå
                                                                                                  âñè÷êè çàâåñè.
                                                             Îò âðàòèòå ìàõíåòå ãî êëþ÷à.
                                                              Íå ñå ëè ïðîìúêíå âúïðîñúò
                                                                                                             íåáåñåí
                                                              áåçïðåäìåòíà å âàøàòà ó÷àñò.

                                                              ÊÚÄÅ ÑÈ, ÊÚÄÅ ÑÈ, ÊÚÄÅ ÑÈ?!...
                                                              Îáàãðÿ äóøàòà ìè ñïîìåí óíèë.
                                                              ÊÚÄÅ ÑÈ, ÊÚÄÅ ÑÈ, ÊÚÄÅ ÑÈ?!...
                                                              Íàâÿðíî áåç òåáå
                                                                                                 íå áèõ ñå ðîäèë.

                                                                               ÏÎÅÒÈÒÅ

                                                         Íå ìúë÷àò ïðåä èñòèíè íåèñêðåíè.
                                                         Íå ìúë÷àò ïðåä ëèöåìåðèå ëèöåìåðíî.
                                                         È ñÿêàø ìúëíèåíîñíî îòêîäèðâàíè
                                                        ñ ìàííà íà îáåçâåðåíè – íå îò áåçâåðèå.
                                                        Îïðèëè÷àâàò ãè íà òàêèâà è îíàêèâà,
                                                         à âñúùíîñò â ìèøà äóïêà íàòèêâàíè.
                                                         Íî âèíàãè ñà òàì, êúäåòî òðÿáâà äà ãè èìà.
                                                         Äîðè ìèðàæ â ïóñòèíÿòà ðàçâèõðåíà.
                                                         Äîâîëíè è îò íà çàëúêà òðîõèòå.
                                                         Íå ïîäáèðàò óòúïêàí, à òðúíëèâèÿ ïúò.
                                                         Ìàêàð è ïîäëîñò ïîäèð ñìÿõ åõèäåí
                                                         äà áðóëÿò ìíîãîêðàòíî ìèøåííàòà èì ãðúä.

                                                        Î äàéòå íà àë÷íèòå ìå÷òàíîòî èìàíå.
                                                         Íà ìîæåùèòå – áîãàòñòâîòî è ñëàâàòà.
                                                         À íà ïîåòèòå – âñè÷êîòî çåìíî ñòðàäàíèå.
                                                         Íî íå  
                                                                      è
                                                                            çàáðàâàòà..


                                                                         ÍÀÑËÅÄÍÈÊÚÒ
                                                                               (ðàçêàç)

         – Òàòå, ìíîãî ëè áîëè, êàòî òå ðàíÿò? – Ãëàñúò íà õëàïåòî ãî ñòðåñíà, íå óñåòèë ïðèñëàì÷âàíåòî ìó, âãëúáåí â ñðåäíîùíèÿ åêøúí ñ íàðóøèòåëèòå, ïðîñòðåëÿë åäèíèÿ â êðàêàòà, à ìîæåøå... Ìîæåøå è äà íå íàêëàíÿ äóëîòî.
    Ìîì÷åòî íàäíè÷àøå íàä ðàìîòî ìó êúì ðàçãëîáåíèòå ÷àðêîâå ïî áþðîòî íà ñëóæåáíèÿ ìó "Ìàêàðîâ".
    – Ïî òåëåâèçèÿòà êàçàõà, ÷å áàíäþãàòà å âúí îò îïàñíîñò... – èçáúðçà òî, äîêàòî òîé çàáàâè îòãîâîðà. – Êàê ùå å âúí îò îïàñíîñò, êàòî å âúòðå â áîëíèöàòà... Äàëè íå ãî óæàñíî ìíîãî áîëè?
      Òîé èçâúðòÿ î÷è ñ ïðèïîâäèãíàòà íåæíîñò êúì îáâåòðåíîòî ëèöå íà "óìíîòî íà òàòêî õëàïå". Âñè÷êè òàêà êàçâàõà: "áàùè÷êî"... Ìèíàëàòà ñåäìèöà ìó ïîäàðè çà ïåòèÿ ìó ðîæäåí äåí "èñòèíñêà" êàðàáèíà-êðå÷åòàëî, èçóìèëî è ìàéêà ìó:"Ùå ÿ çàìåíÿ çà ñòåòîñêîï è ñëóøàëêè, òà äà ëåêóâàì ðàíåíèòå è òå íèêîãà äà íå óìèðàò. À-ìà íèêîãà..." Ñëåä òîâà ìó èçÿâëåíèå òîé îòèäå è ìó êóïè èñòèíñêè ñòåòîñêîï ñúñ ñëóøàëêè. Î÷àêâàíèÿòà ìó íàäìèíàõà è ïðåäñòàâèòå ìó. Äîðè æåíà ìó íå ìîæåøå äà ïîâÿðâà íà î÷èòå ñè, êîãàòî ïîñåãíà è êúì äîìàøíèÿ èì ïóäåë: "Êó÷ååå, äàé äà òå ïðåãëåäàì". À íàêðàÿ äèàãíîñòèöèðà ñ óäèâèòåëåí ïàòîñ: "Âå÷å ñè ìíîîîãî çäðàâî êó÷å è íèêîãà íÿìà äà óìèðàø, çàùîòî ñè ìîÿò Ëþáèì÷î."
      – Áîëè ãî, íî íÿìà äà óìðå – èçäèøà êðàñíîðå÷èâî òîé è ðàçðîøè ðèæàòà ìó êîñèöà. "Ïðîñòðåëÿë ãî áå â êðàêàòà, à ìîæåøå..."
      – Òàòêî, òè ìîæåø ëè äà óìðåø?
      – Ðàçáèðà ñå, ìîì÷åòî ìè. Àêà ìó ðàíÿò ñìúðòîíîñíî...
      – Íå èñêàì äà óìèðàø. Íå èñêàì íèêîé äà óìèðà. À ùå ìè ðàçðåøàò ëè è àç äà ïðåãëåäàì áàíäþãàòà, çà ïî-ñèãóðíî? – èçíåâèäåëèöà èçñòðåëÿ òî.
      Ìúæúò èçòúðâà ìåðíèêà è ãî çÿïíà.
      – Íÿìà äà òè ðàçðåøàò. Ìîæå áè êàòî ñòàíåø ãîëÿààì, ãîëÿì ëåêàð.
      – Òè êàçà ãëóïîñò. Ãîëÿì ñúì – îòñå÷å íàìóñåíî òî.
      Ìúæúò ïîäáðà ñ ïðåùðàêâàíå äóëîòî êúì çàòâîðà.
      – Èçâèíÿâàé, õëàïå... À êàêâî ùå êàæåø äà òå íàó÷à äà ñòðåëÿø ñ òîçè èñòèíñêè ïèñòîëåò?
      – Ìîæå - îòâúðíà íåñèãóðíî òî.
      Ìëàäèÿò ìúæ ìó ïîäíåñå ñãëîáíîòî îðúæèå. Ìîì÷åòî ãî ïîå ñ ïðèâèäåí èíòåðåñ è ïîáúðçà äà íàòèñíå îòäîëó ïåòëåòî. Ïóêîòúò íà óäàðíèêà èçãëåæäà íå ãî âïå÷àòëè ìíîãî, çà äà ïðîìúëâè óêëîí÷èâî:
      – Òåæè...
      – Òè ñè íå ñàìî Çäðàâêî, íî ñè çäðàâ è ñìåë. Ùå ïðèâèêíåø – ðå÷å ìúæúò.
      – Íÿìà! – íàñòîÿ ìîì÷åòî, íî áàùàòà íå îöåíè ñúïðîòèâèòåëíèÿ ïàòîñ â äåòñêèÿ ïîãëåä è ìó äàäå èñòèíñêè óðîê: êàê ñå çàðåæäà ïèñòîëåòúò.
      Çà öåëòà ìóøíà ïàòðîí â öåâòà, ïîñëå ãî èçâàäè è îùå ïåò ïúòè ãî íàêàðà òî ñàìî` äà ïðîáâà, íàáëþäàâàéêè ãî ñ âìàíèà÷åí èíòåðåñ. Íàêðàÿ, ïîäèð âúçïëàìåíåíèòå èñêðèöè íåèñòîâà âúçõèòà â î÷èòå íà ìîì÷åòî, îçàðèëè äîêðàé ëè÷èöåòî ìó, òîé íå ñå ñòúðïÿ, óñìèõíà ñå ñåíçàöèîííî è âúçêëèêíà:
      – À-ìà òî÷íî òàêà, ñèíå! Áîîîæå, òà íàëè ñè ìè íàñëåäíèê. – È ñ íîâà âúçõèòà ïðîñëåäè ïîäñêà÷àùîòî êðàé íåãî ñ áóòàôîðíî îæèâëåíèå õëàïå, ïîäâèêâàéêè åêçàëòèðàíî: "Ãîðå ðúöåòå, ãîðå ðúöåòå...", è íàòèñêàøå ëè íàòèñêàøå óñòðåìíî ïåòëåòî.
      Ìëàäèÿò ìúæ ñå ïðèâåäå êúì íàé-äîëíèÿ ðàôò íà áþðîòî çà ïàïêàòà, â êîÿòî îòáåëÿçâàøå ïî-èíòåðåñíè ñëó÷êè â äåñåòãîäèøíàòà ñè êàðèåðà íà êðèìèíàëèñò, è íå çàáåëÿçà êàê òî ñêðèøîì ãðàáíà åäíîòî ìàëêî íåùî îò áþðîòî, êîåòî òîé áå ïðîïóñíàë äà ïðèáåðå â êóòèÿòà ïðè îñòàíàëèòå ïàòðîíè, è ãî ñìåñòè ñ íåîïðàâäàíà âåùèíà â öåâòà. (Äúëãî òîé ùåøå äà ñè ïðèïîìíÿ, ÷å áå äî÷óë ïðåùðàêâàíå, íî íå ìó îòäàë ïîëàãàåìîòî ñå âíèìàíèå.)
      Äîêàòî ñå èçïðàâÿøå â ðúêà ñ ïàïêàòà, òîé çàìðúçíà âòðåùåí!
      Íà ìåòúð íàñðåùà íàñî÷åíîòî äóëî â ðúöåòå íà õëàïåòî öåëåøå ëèöåòî ìó!
      – Ãîðå ðúöåòå, òàòêî! – çàïèùÿ ïðåõëàñíàòî òî. – Ñåãà ùå òå ðàíÿ, òàêà äà çíàåø!...
      – Ïðåäàâàì ñå – îòêëèêíà íåîáåçñïîêîÿâàí òîé, íî â ñúùèÿ ìèã ñâåòêàâèöàòà èçòðåùÿ è ïèñòîëåòúò èçòðîïîëè ïî ïîäà, çà äà îíåìåÿò è äâàìàòà!
      – Òèèè... – èçïèùÿ ïîðàçåíèÿò âçîð íà ìúæà. – Àìè àêî áåøå èñòèíñêè ïàòðîíúò, õëàïå?!
      – Íå ñå âïðÿãàé, òàòå... Íàëè àç ùå òå ïðåãëåäàì. Ïúê è ñúì òâîé íàñëåäíèê, çàáðàâè ëè – îòâúðíà ïðèìèðåí÷åñêè òî è ñå ðàçïëàêà íåóäúðæèìî.

                               



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